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Emerging :: Cult of Gemini
The New Year of 2015 is here and my word of the year is Emerging. Kathy Frey, my red-headed Gemini star twin and I have found our selves on similar paths these last 5 years. Both of us emotionally and … Continue reading
Posted in Cult of Gemini
Tagged art, astrology, choices, dark night, emerging, gemini, new beginnings, New Years Day, stars, twin
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Demons and Angels
While there were many time I wished you weren’t in my life, Linda, I thank you now from the bottom of my heart for sharing with me all of your lessons. I hope that you find the peace and love in the afterlife that you have always deserved. Love, Rachel Continue reading
Posted in Uncategorized
Tagged angels, blended families, caring, changes, choices, christmas wishes, couples, demons, family, passing, prayer, snacks, Stepmoms
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Getting Schooled
As I’ve said, I was no great dancer-especially compared to my contemporaries and the visionaries of the time: Rachel Brice, Mardi Love, Heather Stants, Mira Betz, Frederique David, Elizabeth Strong, Jill Parker, Carolena Nericcio, Princess Farhana (who had just “come … Continue reading
Posted in Exhibitionism, Love, Life, and Family, The Mysterious Body, Uncategorized, Worldly Encounters
Tagged american tribal style, audience, being inspired, belly dance, bellydance, Blue Damsel, cage, change, dance, demons, doubt, feelings, femininity, helpless ness, hiding from others, hiding from yourself, jealousy, joy, not being good enough, support, teaching, torment, Women
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Goodbye Dancer.
Last night I as I was sitting in the Nevada City Theater, listening to the first strains of Helm playing live, I felt the familiar pang of envy. Continue reading
Moved and Inspired–Where’s my passport?
Tonight we saw The Secret Life of Walter Mitty. There is a saying in our house: The Universe doth provide. And how. We’ve had a rough start to 2014 in our house. Some of us are letting go of things and … Continue reading
Posted in Love, Life, and Family
Tagged being., depression, doing, family struggle, finding purpose, going, inspired, joyful, living life, moved
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Margaret Cho’s Sensuous Woman Show Review Circa 2006
Margaret Cho’s Sensuous Woman Show Review Circa 2006 I was looking for some belly dance photos of myself, and found this review by Lella from 2006. Back when I lived in So. Cal, I had the great fortune to become … Continue reading
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Tagged belly dance, Blue Damsel, burlesque, geisha, japanese dance, Margaret Cho, Princess Farhana, Rachel Lazarus, Sensuous Woman
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Ordinary Days–Pinky Promise
Ordinary Days–Pinky Promise My good friend and moon sister Brenda and I were chatting on our way home from our New Moon gathering. We both have blogs (hers is http://www.tinyorb.com/) and we both find ourselves creating our own obstacles to doing … Continue reading
Casting Off of Armor — or Casting out Poisons
Its been a crazy coupla weeks, and I haven’t slowed down to catch my breath. Partially because I knew that today I could. In fact, the next five days belong to me. I’ve been planning an Ayurvedic cleanse with my … Continue reading
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Tagged ayurveda, cleanse, eclipse, health, life path, love, lunar, pitta, poison, revelation, scorpio, turning point
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Motherhood
This Mother’s Day morning I woke from a beautiful dream. A dream that I’d had a baby boy. It was a little disconcerting, since I didn’t know I was pregnant. But the baby was there (strangely in my underwear, like … Continue reading
Posted in Experiencing the Goddess, Love, Life, and Family
Tagged baby, birth, children, choice, family, hope, motherhood
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The “Insert Color Here” Tent: Tales of Women’s Gatherings
I’ve been busy. Somehow, I’m busier than ever, and I’m doing less for myself. I’ve missed writing. I’ve missed distilling down my thoughts, and filling in my own blanks as I take the time to contemplate. Over the past … Continue reading
Posted in Experiencing the Goddess, Love, Life, and Family
Tagged emotions, fear, gathering, goddess, healing, integrity, joy, ritual, support, Women, women's health
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